A little Personal

I Like him.

Maybe its a little more than that...maybe. I really do like him though, it's kind of wierd to me since i'm definitely not one to wear my heart on my sleeves, I'm usually mean to new people that I meet, and I can never stay in a real relationship because I usually get tired of the poor guy before he even realizes it...(sorry Chris haha) but not this guy. What's so different about this guy? I can't really answer that yet but it's different and I like it. It's like I want this to work actually and I wouldn't sabotage this for the world...What's the catch? There's always a catch. He lives like a forever away and when I mean forever I mean 6hrs away...sad face. A challenge. but it's okay because I'm gonna make this work. Does he want to make it work...I don't really know...another sad face. A challenge indeed. It's like the table have turned on me but I'm willing to make this work....good things happen to those who wait.