"love" is giving that one person that you deem special the chance and opportunity to hurt you but you pray that they wont. Its funny how guys and girls alike throw the wordlove around and then when it doesnt work out...they look dumb in the face wondering why they're broken hearted. Ladies and guys one in the same: if you dont want your heart broken stop playing these stupid ass games. and GROW UP.Just something to dwell on....

and no, this has nothing to do with anyone in particular...I just felt like venting again because this one guy desides to hit me up after I officially gotten over his stupid ass. UGHHHHH I HATE ANNOYING EX BOYFRIENDS...leave me alone stalker...

T-Pain Ft. Taylor Swift

THUG STORY?! GET THE FUCK OUT!!!!!!

smh. smh. SMMFH. I mean, really?!

this is a joke...it better be.

Dear Blog,

Sorry for neglecting you for the past couple days. I just haven't had anything to blog on for a while now.

I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE

Because you complete me Megenta Tiger Stripes Supras.It was love at first sight. When I first laid eyes on you i was like "Damn, I gotta have you..." and that sparked a fiery flame in my heart...I love you Magenta Tiger Stripes Supra.

Wale and K'naan Um Ricka

Straight Fireeeeee. Can't stop listening this. I love this!!!! everybody get at this especially if you African haha
I THINK...i'm not sure BUT I THINK THAT'S A FELA KUTI SAMPLE...FRESHHHHHHHHHHH

Take A Walk In My Shoes

And I Promise, they'll take you places.
Well Today's Father's Day...So Props to all the pops out there :) I didn't get to spend Father's Day with any of my dad's' because both of them are kickin it in Nigeria...(Umm I have a stepdad and a real dad...they're not gay just in case some slow person out there was wondering haha...) However, I did talk to both of them (thank God for calling cards and the hispanics that sell them :D). They both seemed very surprised to hear from me... ESPECIALLY my real dad, which to tell you the truth, made me feel kind of sad. He's not a Bad guy, He's just made some stoooopid decisions. LIKE HE DIDN'T CALL ME FOR MY BIRTHDAY LAST YEAR NOR DID HE COME TO MY GRADUATION.I used to think I should hate him. Hate him for dropping me and all my sisters and brothers for some whore woman and his new kid. But ayyyy that's life Can't Blame someone for trying to look out for themselves. All he was trying to do was chill and be happy so I can't knock that...BUT ANYWAYYYYY He was really excited to hear my voice and he even cracked a few stupid ass jokes...which I had to force myself to laugh to. He seems like he's doing okay though and I do miss him despite what the popular demand thinks...

I think I'll call him more often.

Mos Def.

Def. Poetry Jam always cheers me up when I'm in a bad mood. I bet you didn't know I could get that deep and introsepective...well now you know. And sometimes when I am in the worst of moods , and that one person, even though you tell them you're in a bad mood and they still want to act like a jack ass towards you even when you didn't do anything wrong to deserve that rude treatment still wants to urk me...I just chill (faaaaaaaaji) lay in bed and listen to my spoken word.

A Bargain. Word.

"Maan. Let's go to Burlington yo." Those were my exact words that I spoke to my partner in crime, Aisha. So we went. Usually when we go here, we'd have to search like craaazy for something mildly decent. We searched for jeans, and skirts and shirts with no luck and just when we were about to give up...well, look what we found. Aisha got hers in pink. yay.
I also got this gift for myself and for someone else ;) it's a sexy, purple freekum dress...but that's another story :)

I love shopping cheap. $9.99 love

SHE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU..GEEZ

I'd be lying my face off if I said it doesn't bother me.

I need to vent.

I don't catch feelings...Most of the time. I think that getting all emotional and stuff is a waste of time. I am 17 years old and to tell you the truth, love is the last thing on my mind. It's just my over active hormones...

Understand I'm not frontin', I'm not playing hard to get and I'm not being a bitch (that could be debated though haha)...

I'm just not that into you.

You At Kinkos Straight Flippin Copies

I'M ON A BOAT LOOK AT ME I'M ON A BOAT...STUPID MOTHER FUCKER...YEAHH

-Chris

So..Me and My Bestiee/ part time ex boyfriend, Christopher, were just chilling...not much to do today because it rained...terrible. So there we were staring at each other in the face with nothing better to do with our lives, and me, being the random person I am, blurted "Take a picture trick, I'm on BOAT BITCH!" and that triggered both of our incurable urges to act like losers and we started to sing the song that we both hate to death..funny how we both hate it so much but we know the words verbatim. haha good times....(and why do you have the CD??)

IncrediBAD.

The next song we started singing.. of course had to be Jizz In My Pants..which is a terrible song but dangerously addictiive and catchy... Yeah A very eventful day

I jizz right in my pants

Every time you're next to me
And when we're holdin hands
Its like havin sex with me
You say I'm premature
I just call it ecstasy
I wear a rubber at all times
Its a necessity
Cuz I jizz in my pants

Estelle And Busta...hmm...

So Busta Rhymes has a new song and music video called "World Go Round." that was shot in New York City. It's featuring none other than that hideous British lady also known as Estelle...I wonder how this is going to turn out...

An Acquired Taste.

And I'm Thinking to myself...I think I really need to re-evaluate who I consider telling my business to. You'd think some people would be mature enough to have a one on one conversation with but apparently not. SMH at myself for even thinking that I could have a serious conversation with you. But as Taee always says...it all gravy. Should've known better that anyone who can say "I hate you" and not know a damn thing about me isn't really someone I should associate myself with. It's fine though, I'm not looking for any more friends right now anyway...

I'm Blown Though,

Not really upset, just blown. Where does this person get off saying that kind of crap to me? gravy. You really don't know me or my life story...I hardly even talk to you, yet you hate me. Gravy. It's cool though because each person is entitled to their own opinons. I guess I've always been the type of kid that wants to be liked by everyone.

Taee And Me Via Text

Taee: "ok so why do you care for"

Fayaa: "...I don't."

Fayaa: "...Yeah I do haha."

Taee: "Nigga Something's wrong with you..."

Fayaa: "I know Right :D."

Taee: "I guess You're just an Acquired taste lmfao."

Fayaa: "WTF LMFAO...like food?"

Taee: "it's all gravy.some people are just gonna like you and some fuckin hate you no matter what you do. I acquire your taste lmao jk."

Fayaa: "...you're an idiot."

A Dilemma Indeed.

So if I was to jump into the middle of the street would you promise to hit me with your automobile vehicle?

This is how I feel about my life at this moment. Indeed. How am I to make 3000 by myself in time for school? Who knows. maybe I'll become a stripper/ Prosititute for money and become that girl that everyone knows "get's around" Plenty of young woman dwell into this business field to support their families and pay for tuition and shit like that. Yeahhhhh That's my plan....professsional escort is what they call themselves. I'd charge at least 250 for everything I can do..I'll make a business card aaaand a brochure. It would say how im double jointed, and flexible and I can speak Spanish (are you getting my drift here???) Oh yes, I've come up with a master plan. I shall prosititute myself!!! Maybe I can have a reason for Timothy and Larry and Brandon and Chris and Jay to get on now.

P.S. World,

This is me venting. I am only half serious.

Today was My Aunt's Birthday Happy Birthday

The struggle is nothing but love...

A little Bit in Like With You...

"I Like him.

Maybe its a little more than that...maybe. I really do like him though, it's kind of wierd to me since i'm definitely not one to wear my heart on my sleeves, I'm usually mean to new people that I meet, and I can never stay in a real relationship because I usually get tired of the poor guy before he even realizes it...(sorry Chris haha) but not this guy. What's so different about this guy? I can't really answer that yet but it's different and I like it. It's like I want this to work actually and I wouldn't sabotage this for the world...What's the catch? There's always a catch. He lives like a forever away and when I mean forever I mean 6hrs away...sad face. A challenge. but it's okay because I'm gonna make this work. Does he want to make it work...I don't really know...another sad face. A challenge indeed. It's like the table have turned on me but I'm willing to make this work....good things happen to those who wait."

Hand's down, I'm Too Proud for love.

But with eyes Shut, It's you I'm thinking of...

New Music

Trey And Drake...So sexyyy

Drake and his New Booski...they look oh soo cutee

NEW DRAKE...So it's not really a Drake song haha. It's Mary J. Blige joint ft. Drake...(Umm Sorry Mary fans..I think she is wayy to old and why does she always have to make a song with any artist that is hot as at the moment...well at least she knows what's hot at the moment and what's not ahahah.)

NEW DRAKE...So it's not really A Drake song..or is it?? haha Well this new song is called "Invented Sex" Ft. Trey Songz ...God, I love this song haha. It's so sexy

D.O.A

Hell yeahhhhhhh (Finally did my little blog on it) . Because i'm am dead ass tired of fuckin Ron Browz and his stupid shit. I have never been so happy, finally someone (and Jay-Z of all people!) asked himself "what the hell is happening to Hip-Hop.?!" I wonder how my boy Kanye West feels about this? seeing his last album, which was dope, was like 100% auto-tune.

All I have to say is R.I.P Auto-tune. Your life was so short and had so much potential , but it was brutally cut short *tears* LMFAO GO TO HELL AUTO-TUNE!!!

The proper use of the Word FUCKKK

LMFAOOO this is too funny, yet slightly educational haha

Enjoy :D thanks Kurt for showing me this

New iPhone!!!

In my dreams. But heyy a girl can dream, correct? Anyways, while I was checkin my email, (you know, going through all the facebook notifiactions and junk.) and I got an email from Apple which was introducing the new Apple iPhone. which is supposed to be faster and more powerful than the other versions. It's supposed to be comming out June 19th (if they do not postpone the release date like they always do haha) I'm kind of excited for this. I really don't know why because im definitely not getting one anytime soon haha welll like i said, A girl can dream.

http://webmail.aol.com/42952/aim/en-us/Suite.aspx

Proof I got the email haha (you may not be able to see it)

Graduation Gwap Galoreeee

Yes Yes Yes!!! So today My cousin and I had a cookout for our graduation. It was anything big, just a lil something something to do on a sunny Sunday ya know. At first it was crap! I mean really!! I wan't allowed to invite anyyy of my own friends, couldn't play my own music and my Nigerian mother was being...well...A Nigerian mother haha. I was upset the whole first 3 hrs or so but then when people (people that I actually liked and talked to) started to show up, It got kind of poppin'!! And I got a makeup kit, a coach bag, and 300 dollars! thank God for graduation gwap haha (Also got some photoalbums for college but that not aas interesting as a coach bag lol.

OH WORD?? WAYNE???

Santigold+Southern Swag=Southerngold!!!!

Lil Wayne does it againnnn! This mixtape meshes the southern hip-hop scene with the hipster from New York, santogold. I love it...duhh. Some people are already shaking their heads, but what the fuck do they know? They doubted Prom Queen at first and now every "thug" wants to be that nerd that never got any play...get out of here with that haa.

Terry Urban and Gold Coin present: SouthernGold from Flique Creative on Vimeo.

EVERYTHING is remixed and redone… so there is no competition with her actual in-stores album (which is dope!!!) Is this a publicity stunt...I think so. Even though I love lil wayne and santigold (even when they are apart, doing their own little thing.) but lets face it, Santigold needs help and who else is better to help boost her fan base and sales??? Good thinking you guys..someone's gears where really grinding when they thought up this idea.

Fayaa

UPDATE: So I downloaded the mixtape and before you go and download and get super hype then be super disappointed (like I was haha), I took it upon myself to let you knoww that it it VARIOUS artist and the songs are old songs that have been redone with the santigold beats...

A little Personal

I Like him.

Maybe its a little more than that...maybe. I really do like him though, it's kind of wierd to me since i'm definitely not one to wear my heart on my sleeves, I'm usually mean to new people that I meet, and I can never stay in a real relationship because I usually get tired of the poor guy before he even realizes it...(sorry Chris haha) but not this guy. What's so different about this guy? I can't really answer that yet but it's different and I like it. It's like I want this to work actually and I wouldn't sabotage this for the world...What's the catch? There's always a catch. He lives like a forever away and when I mean forever I mean 6hrs away...sad face. A challenge. but it's okay because I'm gonna make this work. Does he want to make it work...I don't really know...another sad face. A challenge indeed. It's like the table have turned on me but I'm willing to make this work....good things happen to those who wait.

Graduationnnn!

Soo I decided to do a personal blog for once (not that my fressh clothes and banggin music isn't personal...because it's my lifee haha). Well I graduated todayyyy...Actually it would be yesterday since I am blogging at frikken 1:16 im the morning but who's counting haa. I really can't believe high school is really over, for so long i've complained about the hallways of Manchester High that it became part of my daily life...I'm almost going to miss that school...almost I said :D I didn't trip while walking across the stage and the lady (or man...couldn't tell really) who called out the names got my name correct. Thank God. However poor Terrence got his name butchered by the man-lady...how did she manage to do it..who knows SMH.

NEW MICKEY FACTZ

LOVE IT! Everyone knows I'm a Mickey Factz fiend (If ya don't know, now ya knowww) and whenever he comes out with a new song, trust ya girl Faya is all over it. So his new song is called Do My Do and its featuring my love Kid Cudi. Its a pretty dope song and I love to vibe to it.

Check Out The GFC blog and listen to it :D

"WE DO THIS FOR THE CULTURE"

I Love that qoute ...