On a Serious Tip...

"and i wanna be the girl that you tell your friends that you found the one yet i refuse to wait for a down pore in the middle of a summer's drought."

I hate falling fast and easy, it's fun while you're falling but when you hit rock bottom (when you truly hit the bottom.) it hurts, badly. This is the third time this has happened to me, and it sucks. I keep picking the wrong people and it's sad because I thouht that I made the right choice this time. Oh, well was I fucking wrong. It hurts because it's not like this person can come out and just tell me what's wrong or what's going on through his mind. In fact, I would rather have a person just tell me up front rather than just give me mixed signals or the cold shoulder. I can take signals, I can definitely take a hint, even though it takes me a while most of the time, I eventually catch on...

And to tell you the truth, It hurts like hell because it's the same thing over and over again. Why is it when I first meet a guy, the guys makes me feel so special but when he finally gets what he wants or when it takes too long for him to get what he wants...he just leaves or becomes a complete ass. It makes me wonder why I am always picking the wrong type of guys. And I know for a fact there's nothing is wrong with me. I do not have stamped across my forehead "easy slut tramp" but for some reason i'm guessing i came across like that to you

I can take a hint, love and I'm definitely not one to hold grudges. I care and you don't. simple as that. It's fine, I made the mistake of tripping and free falling. But, I've taken something from this "fling". The next guy I'm definitely going to take it super duper slow. I'm going to make sure that we are both on the same page before anything